Having a psychache today. I called out from my 4 hour shift at work due to a “migraine.” Figuring they didn’t need to know and wouldn’t understand the psychache. I hate calling out from work but it’s just one of those days where I don’t feel like doing anything. I just want to stay in bed but need to finish the hours for the week for my aunt and uncle. It’s one day that I have the house to myself and I can’t enjoy it. Because I’m feeling so down, the thought of work was just stressing me out.
I also want to add that I realize a psychache relates to someone who is extremely suicidal and want to make it clear that I’m not feeling suicidal. I’m just in an emotional low right now, and am not feeling like doing anything. And don’t feel like caring that I don’t feel like doing anything. Usually I try to care and come out of it and I just don’t have the energy to do that right now. Going to get my other hours done so I can veg out and do nothing.